Memories

Memories!!Every one of us have loads of it whether its good or bad it just lies in a corner of our subconscious minds often giving us a wake up call. When you think of it life presents itself in front of you in a strange sort of way where nothing can be called as a certainity we meet people some of them whom we like,love,admire and idolize and then they just move away like a passing cloud sprinkling water on its way to the summit after a while they stay as a memory with us forever but are these memories only meant to be in a good way.
Well I dont think so, all of us would have a mixture of good and bad ones thats how the life unfolds but in a way both of them make your heart ache one in a pleasant way and other one in a sense of remorse.
Good are the ones which would be lingering in your mind and heart deeply which reminds of all the good things you have seen shared and loved.Somewhere in corner of your heart it makes you secretly wish that it could have stayed long but at the end of the day we have to move on by being grateful to all those things which would live on our senses till the end of our journey!!
Bad are the ones which give you nightmares like someone constantly hammering on your head with a sharp pointed nail and trying to get as deep as possible in a attempt to paralyze you those are the things which you wish you would not have done it that way or you were not part of the ones which went that way it makes you feel illhearted.Again even they live on our senses till we are on this earth.
Well in that sense i realized there is no escapism route for that which i was trying too hard to find out so that it can be erased forever but then it is not any sci-fi movie and in reality everyone has to go through the drill and just hope for more of good memories in the forthcoming journey!!
Today as i walk across the lane outside my office with a coffee in my hand i see the beautiful fountain in front of me and it brings me the memory of all the beautiful things i have come across in my life and at the same time there are those bad ones waiting to tame me down..Well the battle never ends..;))